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ohgodohgodohgodohgod please not now please let me live BANG let me live BANG let me live BANG one guy down two guys down three guys down so much killing so much death cries for water moms and relief of the pain if only i could help them but i need to keep my self alive please keep me alive please help me not have to kill them i didnt know it was like this pleas just let me live please please please BANG oh no i killed one nononononononononononononononononononononoooooooooooooo now on is dead please now let me live forgive me please nonononononononononononononononononononononono please let me live forgive me please please please let me live let me live let me live please still so many more books to live to please please please please nononononononono so many dead every second and im part of this please forgive me please please now forgive me nonononoonononononononononononononononoono BANG dont the others feel this way BANG why cant we just give up no more killing please please nononononononononononononononono BANG another person dead crap why did i join this why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why nononono please let me live and run away just dont kill me please i didnt know it would be like this why nononononononononono please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please nonoonoonoonononononononon please just help me please save me let me live let me live let me live let me live let me live let me live let me live let me live let me live let me live let me live please nonononononono BANG no another dead BANG no BANG oh almost shot BANG BANG BANG please nonononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononononono